Once I met an angel, who was alone,

impressed me like a shiny stone.

She looked into my neat eyes,

seduced me, with sweet lies.

Red curls lighted flame in style,

kissed your lips, teeth bit you so hard,

pressed our hips against, stupefy shard,

but harsh freeze hit from smile.

Sweet bitterness caused a pleading moan,

naked in my bed, but love not at home.

Under the skin lived a venomous snake,

you didn’t love me, my mistake.

When I caught you with another guy,

my heart burnt, mind blew, cursed goodbye,

only one bloody tear opened a sleeping eye,

so many questions, but most was why?

You just smirked, left with no word,

betrayed the man who gave you his world.

For your purpose, it was a hideous game,

your poison changed me, fear my name!

A Devil whispered in my head,

I will usher you to final bed.

You broke me, didn’t know, who you are,

In the heart you will never be vanished, a big scar.

Years passed, this is the end of line,

I reload bullets in the pistol of mine.

My fake smile is getting heavy,

standing at the door, now is the time Mary…

The door opened, you there with a baby,

desire of pulling a trigger denied maybe?

My shaking legs turned around,

But the gun fired, falling on the ground.

Going through memories,

it is time for me to quit,

most of us fear death,

but now I am ready for it.